In that frame of mind now where I can feel my mood spiralling downwards and everything to me is just SIAN. SI BEY SIAN.

Wish I din have to work, then I can stay home with Ace everyday to do nothing.
Wish I din have to work, then I can learn driving during off-peak hours, CHEAPER
Wish I din have to work, then I can sleep till noon everday.
Wish I din have to work, then I wun be so SIAN.

1st of all, my job is really very boring wan okie?
I'm a cust svc advisor for a MNC publishing company. Basically I only have to reply emails, all 48 of them everyday and that's it. Nothing else. Like 98% of the customers I reply to are overseas, so it's like super surreal type of environment.

No conversations in the office either, cos' everyone's trying to hit their daily target. Sometimes, it feels like I'm working in a morgue. Well, the grass is always greener on the other side, to some people, my working environment may feel like heaven.

Or maybe people just dun like my face, so they dun wanna talk to me. Dunno lar, I think I'm quite a friendly, normal person. Okie, I admit I do have my quirks and peeves, but that's wat makes me different, RIGHT?

But I've had people tell me, their 1st impression of me is that I'm very 'TAO', like I think I'm too good to talk to them liddat. Maybe it's my attitude, I seriously can't tolerate nonsense and stupidity. & if I try to act friendly, then it comes off very fake.

Which is why till this day, I only keep in touch regularly with 2 girlfrens. So miserable right? It baffles me how I ended up being in a customer service profession, when I seem to offend the whole world at times, and how little friends I have. Bah! So it's pretty shitty when one BFF is in Bali with her dearie, while the other one has gone MIA.

Social life = Officially NIL

Labels: antisocial