Thursday, August 6, 2009
Heya, I noe I have not updated in a long while.
Let's just say it has been a pretty tough time. Hence, I have taken this time to reflect on my own thoughts and actions and I realise I have been taking too many things for granted.
I have been this proud conceited peacock, and I have gotten too big for my own boots. Life has a strange way of teaching you lessons, and I guess I'm resigned to learning mine the hard way.
Based on my previous posts, friends have been very concerned for my marriage. I thank you all from the bottom of my heart, but do not worry. I have thought things over and I am now learning to see things from a different perspective.
In this trying time, my husband has been my silent pillar of strength and support, and for that I am very grateful. Once again, life is showing me that I have not made a wrong choice and I have been too demanding in my expectations of him.
I'm happy to say that things have settled down, and I'm re-learning to appreciate all the simple things in life again.
Sounds so cheem right? Due to confidentiality agreements I have signed, I can't go into detail.
But let's just say, Life dealt me a hard blow, I stumbled and I fell, flat on my face. I would say, this blow came at the right time.
I could have sat there to cry and complain and to put the blame on the world, but myself. But this blow made me sit down to think and reflect, and that's what I have done.
Through this ordeal, it has made me learn to appreciate life again and not take things for granted. Right now, I'm slowly recovering from my stumble, and taking baby steps again in what I hope to be the right direction that life wants me to take.
9:25 PM
